Bury My Memories of You.
December 18, 2003, 01:26 pmFuck!
Why does it bother me when I hear rumors about my ex-girlfriend? I shouldn't even care about her! Why do I still feel the need to protect her? Fuck it!
I couldn't sleep last night. God, this is fucking me up.
Shit, it's been four months since she broke up with me. Why does it seem like it was only just a few weeks ago? Why does hearing her name make me feel as if I've been punched in the stomach?
I just want to forget her. I would feel better if I could just erase her from my mind, which is sad because while we were dating, I was really happy. It's not that she was a horrible girlfriend. It's just all the shit that's happened since she broke up with me that's fucking me up.
I guess she's not like me. I can't just immediately detach from someone that I've grown so close to in almost two years. Whatever.